My name is Chris and here is my story.....

Some years back, I had met Mike Peters through a book given to me by a friend. I had contacted him via email, and had many conversations with him. At the time, we lived in the Poconos, and were quite hungry for relationships with other believers. Thus was the beginning of the relationship between us. To make a long story short, we believed that God wanted us to move to Columbus, Ohio, and so we did. We hooked up with the group out here, and after 9 months, we were told good-bye, as so many others were told also. There are many stories of abuse done 'in the name of Jesus', and mine is similar to most others. My prayer is that those who are in it now can find a way of escape before damage gets done.

The message that I wish to send is one of hope and healing. My experience with the Columbus group ended over four years ago, and was quite an uphill struggle for the next two years. My family and I needed to be put back together, and through the goodness and healing of God, I believe much of that has happened. It was a struggle to trust people again. The rejection of 'not being able to measure up' was deep rooted in us. The bitterness I felt towards both God and them was just the outward expression of the deep pain inside. My marriage took quite a blow, as we were 'pinned' against each other. There is no need to paint the picture any more, as most of you who will read this have or are experiencing all of the above, and already know 'how it feels'.

God, in His mercy, brought us together with other Christians who showed us much Love and compassion. The Love of the Father has come alive to me in ways I never knew existed. My marriage has been restored, and the love we have is strong. It seems that I am using the word 'Love' a lot, but there is no other way to describe it. It is reality. There IS healing in Jesus!!! It CAN happen!!! If you are hurting and confused, please know that it was never God's intentions for you. His plans for us are to prosper and bless us. He hurts for you and wants to heal you, just as any loving parent would want to do. Please, be courageous and don't run from the pain and guilt that you may be feeling. You ARE worth much in the sight of God. God can and will restore you, if you are willing to press forward. This has been reality in my life, and it could be in yours also.

Have I been fully healed yet? I can't answer. But one thing is for sure..... my feet have been set on solid ground again, and I am stronger than ever before. I thank God for those He has me sharing life with. Take heart and be encouraged, for you are not alone in this.

Feel free to contact me if you so desire. I would enjoy hearing from you.